User Profile

Hello. I am ilucifel. I have no one true name that I go by online. Everyone knows me how they know me. I'm a fairly decent person. I curse sometimes. I'm often very manic and it can cause some problems but I try to control it as best I can. When it comes to my own self-confidence, I am growing stronger. I'm starting to believe that I deserve to be happy and with that I have started to take care of myself. I'm beginning to even believe that I'm pretty. I'm almost always listening to music. If I'm not then something is very wrong, and this has been recently proven quite well. I try to write quite often. I'm leaning toward a future career in writing, so I am hoping to hold true to that and stay strong in my desire. I'm a fairly opened minded person. It is rare that I am offended or upset about something someone else does, so 97% of the time I'm probably not going to care what you do or say. Fair warning, don't fuck with my friends.

What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.
from Choke by Chuck Palahniuk